Rotten Grammar

omg wat am I writing something in here wtf is thiiiissss


yeah went to Japan. Twas amazing. Wish I was Japanese so I could live there, or wish I was asian-looking so I could pretend to be Japanese and live there. I guess I could live there anyways but they don't seem to like permanent foreigners too much, boo.


also I'm a bit obsessed with watchmen at the moment after seeing the movie. I read the comic a while ago and was just like wtf this is crazy, back to manga BUT THE MOVIE MADE ME UNDERSTAAAAND : 3

therefore, at work, I saw a name on a book on hold for SALLY KOVACS and I died a little with glee. silently.


I need a boyfriend


and that's all I feel like writing : 3 : 3 : 3

( What's this? I'm writing in my journal? )( What's this? I'm writing in my journal? )

My Personality

Neuroticism	38
Extraversion	1
Openness to Experience	19
Agreeableness	1
Conscientiousness	84

You are poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed, however you feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report. The best UGG Boots.

And I'm boring...
My Motivational Behavior

Behavioral Approach	41
Behavioral Inhibition	52

You have low fun seeking motives, however you have medium reward responsiveness motives.

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Haaaa I'm Daria

 

 

 

 So Prince Caspian.....





*CREAMS PANTS*


WHERE ARE THE MEN THAT LOOK LIKE THIS? WHY AM I SURROUNDED BY WIGGERS AND GUIDOS? I HATE PHILLY I'M MOVING TO EUROPE. NOW. PEACE OUT.

No seriously, I give up on guys in the philly area, they all are butt ugly and suck. And don't wear armor and wield swords

I would just like to say that I am excited for this movie. I don't care if it sucks or has god-themes all over the freaking place. I. want. men. in. armor. thank you.

This also makes me really really really want a Legend of Zelda live-action movie. WHY NOT NINTENDO, WHY NOT? Hey FF has movies.....

P.S. I totally want a cape and a sword. Too bad ppl would think I was crazy DX

 LOST.

Is crazy. Seriously I feel like all the writers are schizo or drug abusers or both. But it's still addicting lol. I'll probly lose interest before the series ends though and then watch the last episode so I know what happens. Oh and Sawyer is so goddamn hot. Why can't all guys look like that? Or at least not look like guidos and wiggers. The philly area has the worst selection of mens in the world I swear.

Oh yeah and I got a second interview for the UofPenn position. Yippie. Feel my excitement. I'm so terrible lol. This is a good opportunity but alas my drive has run off with my ambition to the caribbean. And the one reason I don't want to take it is because I'd have to get up before 7am lol. I am soooo lazy YES.

Oh god I can't stop watching Naruto. Help meeee. I need new Avatar now DX

 

 

 

 

Yeah. GRE's. Done. Although my score was lower than I wanted so I'm going to take them again. The content itself wasn't hard but trying to do it all within the time limit was. Fuck time limits. If they want to know how smart you are they don't need to go all Jeopardy on your ass. In real life grad school you get more than a minute to figure out a problem. Geez. 

So now I can concentrate on xmas stuff and getting my grad school list together so I know where I'm actually going to apply. Then I can start the insanity all over again. Yay time.

Oh god I'm so excited to get the video games I want for xmas lolololol. I finally got the Wii connected to the internets so I dl-ed some OOT and that's been keeping me satisfied for now. I beat Link's Awakening on the old gameboy a few weeks ago. Those older games were hard. I died like a million times and it would take me forever to kill the bosses. In OOT I never die, lol. The graphics suck though and it feels empty. Like Hyrule field is just a giant matt of green with random bushes. I dunno, TP seemed so much more detailed and so did Link's Awakening. I also get random flashbacks in OOT b/c my cousin had it on the N64 back in the day. He used to let me ride Epona around because that's all I was interested in doing xD. 

I've decided to get myself a DS this year since I saw wally world has the Zelda package with the gold DS complete with triforce. If it's Zelda, I'll buy it. End of story. 

Ew work has been raping me. I like how I'm part time seasonal person  yet they keep giving me 8 hour days. I have 3 8 hour days this week and I was supposed to have more cept they scheduled me on the day I had the GRE so I had to fix that. No one else I was hired with gets ridic hours, they all have 5 at the max. At least I'm making money but I fucking hate being there that long lol. I just hate working and being nice to people. Sometimes I just go stand in the Manga section forever and ponder the crazyness that is Fruits Basket and Naruto. I don't know if I'll ever be able to get into that stuff. I think Avatar is as anime as I'll get. The Naruto cartoon on tv is weird man. Naruto's voice is so annoying I can't even wait long enough to see Sasuke (b/c we all know he's why everyone reads/watches that shit). 

Maybe I should go to bed before 3 am tonight since I have to get up early tomorrow. Meh. We'll see.

 Hey you know what's annoying?


When people post their homework assignments, a la essays, in LJ comms and ask people to READ THEM OVER.


Yeah. NO.




In other news, Barnes and Noble is kicking my ass: over 9000 people in 3 days have asked me wtf I'm working there when I've got a B.S. from PSU, I can't sell a damn membership to save my life, taxes ate my paycheck causing me to be completely broke, my credit card went over the limit and I fuck up cashiering on a regular basis. I WIN.

GRE's in 4 days. UH OH SPAGHETTI O'S a fifth grader could score higher on the math portion than me, this I am certain.


And it snowed. I don't like the winter.


Highlight of the week: I gots LOZ: OOT onto the Wii from that virtual console thing. PROCRASTINATION YESSSSSSS.

 

I just want to say how annoyed I am at Nickelodeon right now lol.

Ok so Superstuffed Nicktoons weekend......WHERE IS THE AVATAR?!?!?!?!?!

I checked the schedule and today is all Spongebob, yesterday was some crap Kappa Mikey and tomorrow is Tak and Barnyard....umm NO. Who watches those shows anyways? Or do they just put them on to shove them down kids' throats? 

Spongebob I'm Ok with b/c I love it, although not nearly as much as Avatar.

I should see some goddamn Avatar with DOB premiering next week, they never advertise and then they wonder why the ratings are low.

Although on the other Nick channel (that you only get if you have super delux cable which thankfully I have XD) they are having the countdown of the 100 greatest nicktoons tonight. Yet WHY ISN'T THIS ON THE REG NICK CHANNEL?? UGH I'd rather see epis of Rocko, Rugrats, Zim, Angry Beavers, etc etc than the stupid new shit. Fuck you nick, fuck you to hell.


But in other news....DARK LINK IN SMASH BROS BRAWL YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! I AM SO PUMPED FOR THIS VIDEO GAME YOU HAVE NO. IDEA. XDDDDD.



I need to get out of the house lol

 So I gots me a job....at Barnes and Noble lol.

Yeah four years of college really gets you far.

I'm still going to try for a research position after I take the GRE though because I'll need something...impressive...to help me get into grad schools. But for now I am going to be as GRE focused as possible.

On that note my motivation has run off somewhere and I can't find it. Urgh. I just want to go back to school and do something with my life already.

And I hate math with a fervent foaming passion.

Although my stress ulcer is back, so maybe that's a sign my drive will pick up again. Aww ulcer, how I missed you. I should really see a Dr about that

Ulcers: Brought to you by the sciences. And professors who make sure the average of their classes stays below 50. Sigh. How I miss that. No actually I do : ) b/c I am crazy. 

I hate when I DL songs and you can hear the person's AIM in the background blooping away. Jackass.

I dug out my old Nintendo gameboy DS and omg it has Link's Awakening in it. I must have just put it away with the game in it b/c I can't find any other games but I don't care. So when I'm not studying I've been playing that and lol my  mom threatened to take it away from me. She thinks I have a problem b/c I like video games and cartoons. As if I'm regressing to childhood or being brainwashed or something. This is another reason why I want to move back out, except when I mentioned it the parents got all angry and pulled the 'not until you're married' card. It's nice they want me to stay and all but do they really expect me to live here until I get married? And I besides how can I meet a guy and be like 'lets go back to my parents place but shh we have to be quiet or they'll get mad.'  Yeah. Not going to work.
So GRE in 3 weeks, job starts on sunday and the holidays are right around the corner!

OMFG 

This made me laugh so hard I CRIED and my dog started barking at me b/c she thought I was going insane:

 





Do not want to study for the GRE's : (